You may as well throw logic out the window, because you aren`t going to be needing it for a while, Scorp. Like it or not, you`re a slave to your emotions right now. That doesn`t mean you should shout how you feel from the rooftops. No secret of yours is safe if it leaves the confines of your mind. Try to be as quiet as possible about your feelings before some unscrupulous person decides to take advantage of them. Rent a handful of videos and go into hiding tonight.