You are having to force yourself at the moment to be in control of practical situations. Maybe certain old ambitions have lost their sparkle and are no longer what you want. Give yourself space to ponder what you want for the long term. Just don`t get too negative, since everyone is having a foot dragging time at the moment. You may be more in a stew worrying than is entirely necessary. Get a grip of your concerns, look at the bottom line, and you will find it all becomes easier.